Love is the most powerful drug
Trying to hold on
Im trying to hold on to all the good times that we had. But it’s hard for me because I don’t want to let you go. There no choice tho I can’t hold on any longer, you no longer want me ive messed that up.. Why do I try when I know all it’s gonna do is hurt me even more than it is now.. Not only I’m I trying to hold on to what we had I’m trying to hold my life together as it slowly falls apart. I’m losing or in some way lost everything good I’ve had in the matter of a month. It’s like I’m just a path of destruction , nothing good comes from me or last long around me.. I’m a murder of love, my own love that is. What do you do when holding on to memories no long is helping you feel whole. Please someone help me save me so i don’t lose myself all together, it’s slowly happening and no one sees it. And the people who try to help me I end up hurting. It’s a never ending chain of disappointment. Maybe it’s just time to stop holding on and just hold my hand out and reach out for what’s to come… Its so tiring trying to hold on to a memory…
FAMILY
What is family? What do they mean to you ? To me it feels like I have no family.. I mean I have my meme and my best friends family but I don’t have a mother nor a father. What do I do it hurts so much. I want to be close with my mother like a child should be I can’t be there’s a wall up that will never be able to come down. I’ve tried to break it down but always seem to fail
